Whisper the Doubt Away

The difficulty to write encouraging words to you at this time is more than I can bear. As I approach the twenty fifth level to this game of life, I realize the odds stacked against the lifestyle God intended for His children are more intricate than I imagined. Here I am, someone with her whole life ahead of her and so much to be grateful for holding back tears that seem to be predestined due to the unpredictable outcome of several decisions made just months ago. I will be honest, I played my part in every situation I have found myself in as of today, May 8, 2023. Passively making decisions to choices that needed more thought and understanding towards the most realistic outcome was my biggest downfall. I feel the joy I possessed as little girl being sucked away. The grasp of how hard life moments can hit is a shock that brings me back to real life every time. Yes, I have experienced trying moments in my childhood, but as I fully transition to the role of an adult, I wonder if I am still able to close my eyes like I did as a child and whisper the doubt away.